You go and sit down in your usual begging spot. You really hate having to do this but would rather rely on strangers than have to admit to your mum how desperate things have become. The only other alternative would be to steal and you've managed to avoid that for months now and really don't want to go back to offending.
After what feels like hours of 95% of the people who pass you looking at you as if you were worthless scum (and you agree with them most of the time) you get enough money together to go and 'score'. Do you:
Ring the dealer and go to score
Go and find someone you know to go and score with