After a quick call you set off to meet the dealer.  As you walk along the stretch of road you realise that you do this so often that you could probably shut your eyes and still avoid every pothole and raised kerb.  You absolutely detest this lifestyle and what you've become, but just getting from one day to the next is so all-consuming making changes is extremely tough.  At this point you pull yourself together; you're going to score and then going to the housing office - be positive because you are starting to make some changes!
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